Moonlight Falls Part 2

My second day in Moonlight Falls was as eventful as the first one.  I went back to the alchemy store and picked up some supplies. 
Then, when I went to find a quiet place to thumb through the alchemy manual, I heard the whirr of a camera.  I knew it had to be a paparazzo.  Sigh. 
You'd think, given who I am and how I was raised, that I'd be used to this by now.  My brother and I were raised for careers in show business, as both of our parents were in show business.  Except, that's not the choice I made.  When I married Andy, I wanted a quiet suburban life for my kids, out of the spotlight.  In doing so, I've tried to give them the freedom to do whatever they want to do with their lives.  He chose Hidden Springs to get away from everything.  It worked, and except for the issues I've had with Sierra, my kids are normal and well adjusted. 

"Savannah Plumb Cheesman?" began the paparazzo, extending her hand.  "Hi, Ashley Edskar, Moonlight Times.  I'm a great fan of your work.  I've read everything you've ever written about a thousand times.  And that's not an exaggeration.  I follow your blog and I've bookmarked your Simbook page.  Would you mind coming into the office for an interview tomorrow?  Exclusive scoop!"

"Um," I hesitated, "my kids and I just got here, and we don't intend to be in town long, we're just here --"

"You're the keynote speaker at the upcoming supernatural convention.  I know, I read the program.  Well, whenever you feel like it.  You know where the office is, on Merchant Way, whenever you're ready." 

 

Ashley took a deep breath. "I'll be covering the convention, so I'll be available to talk whenever." 

"There are rumors that all the supernatural life in Simland originated here. Is that true?"
"Well, as a lifelong resident of Moonlight Falls, I'd have to say yes.  There are more supernatural Sims here than anywhere else, and we tend to get along -- most of the time.  There are, however, two feuding families, the Van Goulds and the Wolffs, who both claim to have founded Moonlight Falls. If you want more information on the history of the town (and, indeed, anything else), you might want to check the Library of Lore and the Vault of Antiquity."

Finally Ashley asked me for an autograph and I obliged, even though autographs are my least favorite part of the job.  I hadn't met anyone here and the only person I knew in Hidden Springs, really, was the queen, so if I was on my way to making a new friend here, it was going to be a good start. 

Moonlight Falls

Every once in awhile, my job as a paranormal expert affords me an opportunity to do something grand, to do something that would actually mean something.  Recently, I was granted that opportunity, and despite protests from my two oldest daughters, who were in agreement about something for the first time EVER, I went ahead and accepted that opportunity.

I arrived in Moonlight Falls at about 8 am on Tuesday after catching a red eye from the Riverview Airport.  (Hidden Springs doesn't have an airport, I learned this when I was seeing my oldest son, AJ, off to Shang Simla.)  Moonlight Falls reminded me a lot of Hidden Springs, actually, especially with the mountains. 

My first stop was Aleister's, a consignment store.  But it was unlike any other consignment store I'd ever been in.  For starters, the place was covered head to feet in old books, tomes, alchemical manuals, and tools to aid in the quest for knowledge.  Now, this intrigued me, given my lifetime passion for history and everything old.  My assignment here in Moonlight Falls was to investigate the source of new paranormal activity and to interview members of two families, the Van Goulds and the Wolffs.  The Van Goulds were supposedly vampires and the Wolffs were werewolves.  Now, I'd only encountered vampires on a couple of occasions in Hidden Springs, myself, and most of them were green tinged. 
The reason I was sent here and the reason I asked to come, was because I'm hard at work at yet another book. 
That's what I do for a living, I write books, and the money from my books pays for my adventures both in Simland and overseas.  People are shocked when they find out what I do.  Even my oldest daughter, when she found out, recoiled in horror.  My middle daughter thinks it's the coolest thing on earth.  My plan is to make a return trip to China, and probably with my kids in tow. 

I came across an ancient tome, with texts dating back to the medieval period.  The texts mentioned an arboretum where fairies were plentiful.  Fairies, eh?  Hmm. 

The author of the text was Balin, a super-powerful wizard who lived in medieval times.  He had been the mentor and second father-figure to Alys de Montfort, Queen Alys of Arkovia.

The second author listed in the text, was, surprisingly enough, Queen Alys herself, who studied under Balin and dabbled in alchemy and magic.  Queen Alys' mother died during childbirth, and her father, King Edward, had been killed with his own sword by his ambitious nephew, Prince Michael, who had designs on the throne.  This left Alys parentless, and she was raised by her great-aunt Cordelia and by this wizard, Balin. 

Balin and Alys mentioned an arboretum in their texts.  The arboretum was surprisingly well preserved over the simcenturies.  After hours of searching for fairies in there... all I found was some fairy dust.  Oh well.  I suppose that's something.  I'll go back to the texts and try again later. 

More AJ

When I walked into the room where AJ was, he seemed to be in prety good spirits while Sage was lying down on the bed, halfway asleep???  She'd been there all night with him.

"AJ?" I announced when I walked in the room. "The doctor says you're going home tomorrow. They can't find anything physically wrong with you and have chalked your illness up to stress. I don't think you should be joining the military."
"But I want to, mom."
"I'm just, you know, I'm not sure if it's an option for you right now. Maybe sometime in the future but not now. Perhaps you can take it easy for awhile, go to your counseling sessions, and go to that facility in Shang Simla that Dr. Bill wants --"
"I'm sick of facilities and treatment centers! I just -- you know -- I just want to be normal."
I could hear Sage start to sob.
"You are normal," I reassured him. "But you know, sometimes, even normal people need help coping with things. It's not a sign of weakness. I had a hard time dealing with that myself. I promise you, AJ, once you're done with Shang Simla -- you'll never be the same."
I told him about my first encounter with martial arts and yoga in Shang Simla. "I still do the yoga breathing techniques on occasion. They're very relaxing and I think you'd benefit from them, AJ."

Meanwhile, I got a call from Salty Springs, the residential treatment facility where Andy and I have talked about sending Sierra.  Frankly, I want her to go to Fort Starch but Andy and Sage want a different approach. 

Speaking of Sierra, Andy finally dragged her into AJ's hospital room. 

And when she was there, she didn't say anything to AJ... but instead chose to scream and yell at Sage. 

Meanwhile, Dr. Bill arrived soon after we called. 

"AJ's tests came back completely normal," Dr. Bill told us.  "He's healthier physically than all of us put together.  But I've long suspected, and I suspected even after talking to him, that his issues are more mental and emotional than they are physical.  The only reason that I can tell that he passed out was because he's under a tremendous amount of stress. That's why I've suggested Shang Simla's holistic treatment facility.  The atmosphere is much more relaxed than Fort Starch.  Allowing him to deal with his own issues, without the added pressures of his siblings' issues, would certainly help him to maybe come into his own a little more.  Because, let's face it, he's an adult now.  He has to live his own life."

"Look, Andrew, you are a loving father. I get that. You have been the pillar holding this family together. You've been doing your job and your wife's too. The fact remains that you've got one son who more than likely has a touch of post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), a daughter with such abandonment issues that she's afraid to get close to anyone, and your younger daughter, whose own issues came storming to the forefront, who is completely out of control. You and your wife need to get a handle on this situation right now."

Hospital Part 1

 

Doctors still can’t find what’s wrong with AJ. 

It pains me to see him this way.  All I want to know is why.  They’ve run every test in the book and he’s been given a clean bill of health. So why did he pass out the other night?

Satis flew in from Egypt when I gave her the news. “Oh, I’m so glad to see you,” I said, and I could see Andy out of the corner of my eye feeling the same.

We took our seats in the waiting room.  Thankfully we were the only ones there as it was a quiet day at the Rudolph C. Vanderburg Memorial Hospital, a top of the line medical facility named after Queen Catarina’s father. 

“You haven’t slept a wink all night,” Satis observed.

“How can I?” I asked her.  “My son is sick and my daughter is the cause he passed out.”

“Sage?”

“No.  The little one.  Well, she’s not so little anymore.”

“Sierra?  What did she do?”

I took a deep breath.  “I thought AJ and Sety were out of control.  Sierra is ten times more out of control than they ever thought to be.”

“What’s going on?  Nobody told me!”

Andy and I proceeded to fill Satis in on what’s happened since she’s been gone. 

Satis put her hand over her heart.  “Goodness!” she exclaimed.  “Well, Sierra doesn’t want me to put her in line.”

“Well, someone has to,” Andy said sadly.  “If she keeps this up she’ll be headed to Fort Starch.”

“Mr. and Mrs. Cheesman…”

--To be continued

Sierra

 

Author’s note:  A combination of factors has contributed to me not updating this blog as much as I should.  Among them is laziness, lol. 

Hey everyone, it’s me, Savannah. 

I know I haven’t talked much about my younger daughter Sierra in this blog, but I believe I need to dedicate a post to her. 

I think I’m losing her. 

Seriously.

She just turned teen and she is completely out of control.

The problem is, Sierra is exactly like me.  Every time I look at her, it’s like I’m looking in the mirror at myself.  I can’t tell her anything because she is exactly the way I was – and probably worse. 

Just the other day, she was busted for throwing eggs at the door of an elderly woman. 

Then, when AJ tried to chastise her, she yelled and screamed bloody murder at him.

“Leave me the fuck alone!  You’re not my daddy!” 

“Go to your room,” I told her, “I’ll deal with you in the morning.”

Unfortunately, the morning never came. 

Soon after AJ finished screaming at her, he dropped to the floor. 

I couldn’t wake him up.  I was all in a panic.  Luckily Max dialed 911 for me.  I couldn’t even do it. 

I ended up spending the night at the hospital with him.  But that’s for another post.

I feel like I let her down, somehow.  You know?  I mean, so busy with AJ and Sage and the younger kids that Sierra got the short end of the stick.  That she didn’t get enough of me.

Once again, I feel like I failed as a parent. 

She’s so angry and I have no idea why.  What did we do wrong?

The other day I found out she skipped school to go to Simfest.  I also found out that she put lipstick and clown underwear on the school mascot and put toilet paper all over the principal’s office. 

We grounded her but she sneaks out of the house.  I know she’s sneaking out because Max would find her bedroom window open.  I know that someone in the house is helping her to sneak out but I don’t know how to get to the bottom of who is helping her to sneak out. 

I came back from work at two in the morning and who’s up working out but Sierra.  I asked her, you know, “What are you doing up?”

“Oh, just getting some extra reps.”

I don’t believe her for a second.  It’s a cover for her having been out all night.  What the hell is she doing? 

I know it’s a cover because I told the same lies to my mom. 

And you know I’m going to get to the bottom of it. 

Later, Savannah

Back to Dr. Bill

 

“Andrew and Savannah, two of my most frustrating – and frustrated – parents, are back.” 

“When we last spoke,” Dr. Bill began, “you were having issues with your daughter, Sage, who was having issues with adjusting to a new town and dealing with her brothers being sent off to boot camp.  How’s she doing now?”

“She’s doing great,” I replied.  “She’s on the honor roll, she rides horses, she trains her dog, she helps out with the new baby –”

“Since we last spoke, the two of you had your fourth child.”

“Yes.  Skylar Rose.”

“How is life with the new baby?”

“It’s – a challenge, to say the least.”

“I cannot believe the two of you.”

“What?”

Dr. Bill looked at us quizzically.  “The two of you brought a fourth child into this highly toxic situation.”

“What do you mean, Dr. Bill?”

“Savannah, this ain’t my first rodeo.  I’ve been around families like yours for a long time.  I’ve seen mothers like you for thirty years.  They look different, they talk different, they have different names, but I’ve seen you for thirty years.” 

“Now, the two of you are back, not just with your daughter, the one you initially contacted me about, who from your own report is doing reasonably well now, but you have with you one of your older sons, back from Fort Starch military academy.”

I nodded.  “I’m worried about him.”

“You know, Savannah, I’ve obtained your sons’ juvenile records from the Sunset Valley city hall.  Their criminal histories are extensive, and, you know, I absolutely see why they were remanded to Fort Starch.  Imsety -- breaking and entering, stealing tests from the classroom, stealing a computer, defacing school property, throwing eggs at someone's house, and this, this is the big one, he threw a party while the two of you were gone."

Andy piped in, "We were at a couple's retreat at the time."
"The cops came to that party, along with the paparazzi, didn't they?" asked Dr. Bill.
"When we came back, the house was a shambles, people all around,” I recalled.  “I walked in and the place reeked of alcohol.  I found my sons passed out drunk on the floor, it was awful.  Then the worst part was that the paps took a picture of my sons and it got out –"

"You blame him, Imsety, for influencing your other son, AJ, the one who’s here with you.  Who, by the way, has his own laundry list, and in some ways, his is even more egregious than his brother's.  Drinking, fighting at school, bullying -- one boy in particular, and you know I have zero tolerance for bullying because I know what scars it could leave – and then he was photographed drinking in a nightclub."
"That tore me up as much as anything, honestly.  The fact that he would show such blatant disregard for the rules –"

“You were concerned about your family’s reputation, right?”

I nodded my head in reluctant agreement.

“What was the last straw?”

“I think it was the picture of him sitting in a nightclub.  Andrew and I were just, you know, done at that point.  We couldn’t take anymore.”

A few minutes later, Dr. Bill escorted Andy and I out of the room and wanted to speak to AJ, alone.  I could only hear bits and pieces of the conversation.

“You’re AJ, correct?  How are you, son?  Have a seat.”

“I’m not sitting down!”

“Calm down, boy.”  After a few minutes they finally got him to settle down. 

“So, you like computers?  Video games?”

“Computers, mostly.  When I was at Fort Starch I took this computer programming course.”

“Is that something you’d like to pursue?”

I didn’t hear whether he said yes or no to that.

A few moments later I was back.

“Savannah, I had a lengthy chat with your son.  Like I told you and Andrew before, with Sage, y’all make gorgeous kids.  Your son is handsome, he’s, I think, incredibly bright – but he’s very troubled.  Do you agree that he’s troubled?”

“Absolutely.”

“That’s a lost young man, right there.  He’s going through life rudderless.  He has absolutely no direction whatsoever.  He’s actually, let me see how I can put this, he’s a geek who is pretending to be a tough guy.”

“What do you mean?”

“He spoke at length to me about his passion for computers and chess, and how he hid that at his old school to prevent from being bullied.  Now, that doesn’t excuse his actions in turn bullying someone else, but at least it goes a way toward some kind of explanation for his behavior.  You didn’t know this, Savannah, but he joined the chess club at Fort Starch.  He talked about his interest in aerospace technology and astronomy.  You mentioned that he is fluent in Arabic because of his brothers and his Egyptian nanny, and he talked about perhaps going to Egypt one day and going exploring in tombs.”

“I was going over his Fort Starch record, and it was revealed that he failed a basic vision test.  Savannah, your son is severely nearsighted.”

“Oh my Watcher!”  I was shocked, and in a way, I was also devastated.  He inherited his nearsightedness from me.  I had hoped he would inherit Andy’s 20/20 perfect vision, but it was not to be. 

“He needs glasses or some kind of corrective vision procedure, whether it’s surgery or it’s contacts or something else.  And I’m sure that’s part of the reason why he struggled so much in school.  He couldn’t see the chalkboard, and he was too pig-headed and too stubborn to ask for help.”

My son is more like me than I could have possibly imagined.  And in some ways that’s not a good thing. 

Update #1

 

AJ has been talking lately, about what happened to him at Fort Starch. 

"Sety and I were escorted to our dorms. Sety and I were placed in separate regiments so we actually hardly saw each other after arriving."

"The commandant there was Capt. Derek Downey, who, coincidentally, was Zachary's father. Zachary was the boy whose house I hit with eggs and firebombs. He didn't like me much. He seemed to have it in for me and was harder on me than he was on the rest of the boys in the regiment."

"I spent most of my days running around campus. building my endurance.  I hated being there, up in the mountains.  It was cold, lonely, and miserable."

"Commandant Downey worked my ass off, had pretty much singled me out, just because of what had happened between me and his kid," AJ said. "I felt like it just wasn't fair. Other kids were pickin' on him too. He looked like a freak. I felt like he was punishing me for what had happened to his boy."

"You know, son, maybe you should write something about what happened to you at Fort Starch. You know, like a cautionary tale, so other kids could learn from what happened to you."

"I dunno, mom," AJ mumbled through his sandwich. "It's still, you know, it's still too raw right now."
"Do you want to talk to someone about it? I mean, I can give you the number of Sage's counselor –"

"I don't want to speak to no d**n counselor!" he thundered angrily.
"You know," I tried to reason, "I just think it might help. It seems to have helped your sister."

I was referring, of course, to Sage’s visit to Dr. Bill.  She has to go back this week, but I have to say she has made tremendous progress.

She’s even made a new friend, who happens to be as horse-crazy as she is.  They like riding through the woods together and hanging out at the horse park. 

I actually think the animals have helped her.  I swear, that girl has a way with the four-legged set. 

And she’s apparently one heck of a diarist.  Dr. Bill had suggested she keep one, and from what I’m told, she’s taken off running with it. 

I’m really worried about AJ.  Ever since he got back, he’s been pretty angry and withdrawn.  I want him to talk to Sage’s counselor, and it just seems like, you know, he’s blaming me for his issues.  He’s so angry with me. And I can’t blame him.  If I was him, I’d be angry with me too.  I failed that boy, badly. 

When he was born I failed to connect with him.  I couldn’t believe that this was actually my son. 

I was holding and feeding him one week on, but I still failed to develop any kind of connection with him. 

I wish I could say it was easier with the other kids, but it wasn’t.  While they were infants, I failed to develop the kind of maternal instincts that I should have, even though they came out of me.  Heck, it was easier for me to bond with Satis than it was either of my biological children. 

Pathetic.