Thursday, April 1, 2010

Time marches on


The dust was settling on the fact that Noah was now an elder.
Combine that with Ari's revelation that two of my classmates from school, Darrel and Windy, have settled down with significant others, and I got to thinking.
Here I was, halfway through YA, and I'd never even had a boyfriend. I've never even been kissed.



It's no wonder, then, that the next morning I woke up absolutely sick to my stomach and puking out my guts. I think it was realizing that my parents were not long for this life, that very soon both will be going on to the afterlife. And I would be left here, with my brother and nephew.
I think it was also realizing that while I'm waiting for this adoption to go through, my own biological clock is tick, ticking away. And while I have plenty of male acquaintances, friends even, especially abroad, I don't have a 'special friend,' that one person I could share my life with.
Some of this, though, is my own fault. I realize mom was right when she said I was as stubborn as a mule. I know I am stubborn, I like having things my way. I've always been like this. I also think part of this is perfectionism. I don't want to completely commit myself unless it's with the right person. You understand.



I have the example of my parents, who despite everything have managed to grow old together and still be madly in love. Heck I heard them upstairs woohooing just the other night. Noah and Sadie, despited their difficulties with Neil, have also managed to grow old together.

I know that someday I'll be old, and I want to have someone to grow old right beside me.

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Surprise!


My dad threw a surprise birthday party for somebody. I went to my favorite boutique and decided on this little number.



When I told Neil he had to wear a suit, he complied -- reluctantly -- although he had to get a suit out of my dad's closet as he didn't have one.



I still don't understand who keeps inviting Cheesemouth to these shindigs, but I could feel his eyes boring into me. "Savannah," he called to anyone who would listen.





Finally it was time for the honoree to blow out his candles. You see, Dad threw a surprise party -- for Noah. He turned elder.
It's a measure of how crazy my family is that I have two half-brothers who are elders and my one full brother is still a teen.



Yep, that's Noah. The only way I can tell him and Dad apart now is, well, by a nose. His nose, I mean.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

New faces in town


There are a lot of new faces in Sunset Valley, a lot of new people have arrived here in recent weeks. I encountered one of them in the park while I was working on my novel.



This snot-nosed kid (okay she's a teenager) walked up to me. I didn't catch her name, and I didn't really care what her name was. She was just being mean just for the sake of being mean.
"I read your book," she said.
"Really?" I wondered how this girl even knew who I was. It's not like I had my picture plastered on the back cover. Oh, wait.
"Okay, I lied. I didn't read your stinkin' book. But my dad and sister have been reading the whole damn thing aloud and I'm sick of hearing it."


"Hmmph. Well, I didn't think you read anyway. So why'd you come and disturb me while I was writing?"
"Just because I can, really."



"You know," I scolded, "you kids really shouldn't litter around the park. And you, missy, let me give you a piece of advice. You really shouldn't be fishing your clothes out of the garbage can. You should at least try to look presentable."

Monday, March 29, 2010

Neighborhood Gossip with Ari



Leave it to Ari to give me the low down on the happenings in the hood.
She called me over the next afternoon after I got back from the cemetery. "Hey, you know Darrel's engaged, huh?"
"Really? To who?"
"Tracey Gonzalez. She just moved here from Pinochle Point. He's smitten with her, they even moved in together."
"Wow." I had to admit, to myself, a little pang of jealousy and regret over what could have been.
"Oh, and you know Windy Alvi? She's married AND has a baby now."
I let out a deep breath. "What about you?"
"Oh, I've got no time for romance. Besides, I haven't met the right person yet."



"You know, you could be the neighborhood gossip queen."

"Yeah," she muttered, "if I wasn't so busy learning to play guitar. I don't know how you guys do it without your fingers hurting."

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Neil and Bassy


I'm headed back to Egypt in a few days. As soon as I'm done with my next book. You see, I'm under contract with my publisher for 3 novels. Since Interview with a Mummy is flying off the shelves, I decided on another Egyptian-themed novel. I don't have a title yet, but it's kinda, sorta, a sequel to "Interview."
I’ve also been poring over legal documents on the internet, trying to study international adoption law.  The process is so agonizingly slow, I wonder if the children will be grown before a decision is made on the case. 

 

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You know, while I was working on my book, I heard the strangest thing. 

Neil's laughter.

Seriously, it's the first time since he got here that he actually allowed himself to laugh out loud. He's always been so withdrawn, quiet and keeping mostly to himself. It's good to see the two of them, Neil and Bassy, hanging out together. You'd never guess, though, that Neil is the one who is 4 days older than Bassy is.
 
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Bassy appears to be the tonic that Neil needs. I've seen how he hangs onto every word Bassy says.
But given who Bassy’s father is.... I really don't think it's a good idea having him as a 'role model.'  I mean, all Bas has to do is just flash that killer smile of his, and girls swoon and bat their eyelids. Although I've noticed how Neil still stays in the background, hanging back and letting Bassy steal the limelight.

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I am apprehensive though, when those two are together. They could get themselves into all kinds of mischief. Although I did tell Noah that Neil never once broke curfew, he and Bassy DID sneak off to the theatre one time. But hell, boys will be boys. They need to let their hair down at some point.

I was a teenager once.  Hell, I did worse things than those boys. I practically lived in the back seat of a cop car.   Mom and I were at each other’s throats almost every day. 

 

It's something we always seem to neglect.... feeding the fish.  But Neil took it upon himself to maintain the aquarium, diligently feeding the fish, cleaning the tank.  Even the maids conveniently ‘forget’ to do that, even though we pay them $125/day to do it. 

 

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Let’s not go there about the boys’ appetites.  

Mom fixed a pipin' hot plate of burgers last evening, the boys ate them all by themselves.  Nobody else had any, not even dad. Then again, they are teenage boys, they’re supposed to eat to ballast those growing bodies (and out of control hormones). 

It was good to see Neil eating too.... he was so thin, his skin was in poor condition from snacking on junk food, and now it has a healthy glow.  At first he was merely picking at his food, staring at it as if it was some alien thing from another planet, then we realized why..... he’d been living on bread and jam and ice cream, and the only time he'd get 'decent' food, was at school, or the leftovers from a meal that Sadie would bring home, after she'd finished work. 

I thought dad was off his rocker, agreeing to take in Neil, but now, I see that he did the right thing. My nephew is flourishing. He's growing up so fast.

Dad was right.  Again.
One thing about my father that folks just don't seem to understand, is he may seem like he's 'out there' or his head is in the clouds. But he has his finger on the pulse of situations like no one I've ever known.

Now I understand why he's been so supportive of the adoption. Not once has he ever disagreed with my decisions but simply nodded his head..... he knew.... he's always known...but that's just dad… That’s just who he is. 

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Me and Noah

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Noah was walking up the hallway while I was in the kitchen. This is all the time with us, we’re always on the defensive with each other in a constant war of attrition. "Are you happy now?” he began. “You've successfully torn apart this family."

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I decided I had enough. "You, Noah, lecturing me about family values. Boy, that's rich. Because, as far as I've gathered, Neil has never really had a 'family.'"
"And just what do you mean by that?"
"Can't you see how badly neglected he is? And the reason why he's acting out the way he is? You and Sadie are too damn busy to take any notice of that kid."
"You've got some nerve, Savannah. Look at you, gallivanting all over the world. Some fine example you're providing for your kids -- should you have any."
"Noah, I'm not going there."
"That's right, run away from the truth the way you've always done."
"No, I'm not running away from anything. I just don't want to deal with all this bickering, it's the last thing Neil needs to see right now."
"What do you care about what Neil needs?"

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"Obviously a whole hell of a lot more than you do. I mean, he's happier here and it's beginning to show, so I don't want to hear it. Do you know he has not broken curfew once since he's been here? Not once. Not only that, but he goes to school, he comes home, he does his homework, and Bassy's just thrilled to bits that he's here. All the poor kid wants is for someone to show him that they give a damn.”

Noah rose his arms up in the air. There was a moment of silence before he spoke again "You know, you're right, Vanna, I -- I just want to thank you for taking him in like this. I -- I realize now that Sadie and I weren't really -- you know, cut out -- for this."

"Cut out for what?"

"Being -- being parents. And it's reflected on Neil. We've never -- never really -- been there for him, you know?"

"No need to thank me. It's Bassy you need to thank. And dad. They're the ones you need to talk to."

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Housewarming Party



Mom and Dad not only decided to have an impromptu concert in the living room, but they also decided to have a housewarming party.



Bridgette Landgraab showed up, and I don't think her name was on the guest list.


Unfortunately, so did my brother. I tried to make conversation with him at the dinner table, so I asked him how he liked the new house.


His response? "Hey, this music is jammin'!" I shook my head. Noah is unbelievable sometimes. And he wonders why his kid is screwed? Sheesh.


His Grimness showed up at the party to claim one of mom's friends. Mom, of course, was devastated.


He even stopped and admired the fishies in our aquarium. Most of them I caught myself in the ponds and beaches around Sunset Valley.